Fun daydreaming thoughts

Ho ho ho, marry cheese mass… lolls I’m having fun today, suddenly noticed I have discovered new things and new parts that my friends were hiding, or I think I was making them hide those parts, gladly I wish to change in a better one so I can se more. I believe that now I will see all the world with other eyes, well could be a combination of reality with some ideas of mine because I still like fulfilling my wishes so I will try hard to gain all that I lost in my childhood years… especially speaking about music, I adore singing jazz so I will continue to evolve as fast as I can so I can walk through world and spread my happiness through it, and I won’t forget about my friends, I still have to apologise from most of them cause I didn’t saw faster how ruddily I acted so far when they tried to get to know me somehow in their ways, but I have to mention they have weird ways, not using the simple ones and that made me see so late all this “black bubbles” that appears on my mind bath… I wish everybody to have confidence and faith in their needs and dreams, someday or somehow few of them will surely come true and they will be very happy after….

Wandering… people’s life

Hehe… I’m back… this time with some new things because I passed through a new level of my life, or at least, that’s what I think. In the holidays I had this year I saw people who can help me and people who just don’t want to know me because, well, they say I’m crazy). But as some old people said, we can’t change for everybody, I can’t be perfect, but if you want me to change just tell me what’s so wrong at me and I will try change it…
Funny this are just words I’m saying, that’s what you’ll think at first reading, well words mean something words give something and words can even take something from each, isn’t that right?! For the first time in my life I admit that I will stop analysing my activities all day, The blog will be enough, sometimes analysing all the time, makes others to don’t like you or just don’t want more from you, I know examples but I will speak just generally right now.
First thing I liked most at this year, it’s that between high school and ASTRU activities I’ve discovered the Retezat Mountains and a bit of “holiday love” it feels funny it’s so easy to love for a short period of time without being hurt after the time passes and you split up from that person… eh… hope I’m not getting to much in use with that. In the mean time my heart opened old doors trying to reactivate some old feelings, now I’m still thinking, should I follow my heart or just try to refuse her, together with the idea that the person will never want to be with me… neah, I think I’m dreaming right now, but keep in touch, I will come back later with something new, hopefully.