Thoughts good for life

Eh… Well, I was just thinking if I should talk about what I see around myself! The Freshman Ball passed, and the book I’m reading right now shows me how a teacher sees his students inside their heart, so all of this information is showing me new realities... Such less time passed by and I keep having the sensation I gathered to many information.
The ball was like most of the ball’s around here, with matches and contests, but of course with some labeling of beauty too ... this is one of my favorite ball part...haha... without girls the picture of the ball is insignificant, those words were told by a well known painter, wavy hair, many kinds of hair styles, cheeks who that look ablaze, graceful movements, golden smiles, insightful eyes, standing as two wings, round buttocks, and there are more to tell about but the time will show them to all of us...
Lets not forget this is the Freshman Ball for the 9th grade, and still in this ball a man find only temptations, wishes that call the be accomplished, makes them feel remorseful, pleasures, abuses of privacy, exceeding the limits, talents exposure, etc...
From an artistic view point, I see through a ball, as a place that spreads lot kinds of sentiments, of inspiration, this year ball had opened my eyes to new grades of knowledge about those who live around me and act differently in any situation, especially when it comes to write or color the words to make a beauty from a beast. From this subject, I really believe I could pass on to a well know question: Whom or what is a women?
This is funny, lets see what answer I can give for it...well... as a start I can say the women it’s and obstacle, a hard one to discover, she’s a mysterious personality from the physically and spiritually. Seems right now I’m speaking like a dreamer for the perfect women, something non-existent of course, well not really existent but I could say that would be much better to watch each shape the a women has to show, starting with the physically one then passing slowly on the spiritually, and as a small advice try don’t do them both in same time, that would make you fall at first sight...haha… it seems I have to admit I’m saying from my own experience.
I’ve got a tic that I should show off, as many friends told me, I’m thinking in addition and when I don’t have too, all of this are like a pain in the but, and I have to get rid of it, it seems weird that I don’t even know what makes me thinking in addition, it could be cause I like being a curious person, I want to know more and do more. So this I have to write down on my future list about things I have to change at me, less thinking and more mystery...( this is a thing told by a friend, she said it helps for catching girls).

IET 2009 Ileanda

Hey, I’ve forgotten about you, I’ve came to unpack some memories from IET 2009 Ileanda… I still can’t believe I’ve been an animator… when I think about those 260 teenagers from that day is like I’m dreaming but… I made some pictures anyway just to remember the activity from that day, we singed songs, we all prayed from each of us and for others, and I learned for the first time what it takes to be an animator officially.
We’ve been around twenty animators and it seems we pleased everybody who came there, they all praised that day when it has ended… is nice to see so many happy faces together, to hear so many pray wishes in their hearts and so youngsters being so wishfully in expressing something about HOPE, This was the talking point of the discussion groups, a nice theme indeed, everybody was full of ideas when they’ve start using their imagination, all of them had something to say about hope, about the images through that it’s able to appear…Lets hope next year will be more participants as many of those wished to see, so they can participate to many more activities together.

Transilvania Jazz Festival

Omg! They already announced the Transilvania Jazz Festival program and I know nothing... hmmz... the period is 15-19 of october.. The best this ever is that Decebal Badila, Namaste, Oliver Gatto, Emy Dragoi & Teodosi Spassov are coming again to this fest... last year they were great on scene and on the workshops to: X.
At least I hope this year will be more volunteers to help make the fest better, last year we were so lazy, we almost all day drinked tea... or the traditional coffe.
Well, by the program we can say if this year the fest will be cool or not:

Sick-whispering

Pfuaii, what should I talk about... is just that I’m sick of having so many diseases, people keep speaking about swine flu and I keep having nasopharyngitis, this year I think I broke a record on having this disease( 5 times till now), well the doctors shouldn’t be surprised that we are all sick when they cram us with all those antibiotics like cramming us with drugs, wasn’t there a law saying we aren’t allow to drug ourselves, but it seems we are involuntarily drugged...ha-ha... each time I established a plan for the twelve class program I wake up with a disease that disturbs my own rhythm of life and I got to become a mere vegetable.
Oh yes, I forgot to wander if the twelve class started or it’s just a whisper! eh, to be sure about that we miss school because of illness, so that’s how we will see how much we have to recover... just when I’ve started to be in vein for basketball , next will be jazz and I think I will get sick again, but better say „My Goodness!” I’m tired of this, I don’t like being lazy and speaking about boring things, especially that I have to sweat like a pig...lol... and now I’m even bald to, I really can be a pig=))... in the mean time I will start to read this year bibliography, I have to analyse 4 Romans anyway, plus I will have to read to, not only listening to music, doing sport and going to high school... not to mention about cooking!
Otherwise I’m lucky I found some new friends to chat with, indeed without just saying „What’s up?” or „Wha’ou do?” I merely tired of hearing this questions.... they denote a communication deficiency, and it’s an affront for sociable people. Sorry, I’m not saying this because I’m mad on people around me, you know I don’t get easily upset and merely getting those questions as an affront, I’m okay with it.
Now that I’m thinking , here on this tuff chair, I wander where will the Freshmen Ball will be organised this year, remembered about him when I’ve read a spoil about a ball, who knows where will my school get dizzy this year =)).
In the mean time I will do something else, I have to find a sport to be done inside cause for me it’s not enough playing 1 hour of basketball each day, even if I like to barter away the ball.
Awaiting for the photography lessons, I hope to learn well about, I’m still searching for some internet lessons, to vague to learn enough from them… it will be a shame to not pass that exam, I doing photography from so many times, and not having a diploma for it will be bad, I’m still hopping to find a photographer job in the University period, doesn’t matter the small pay I get...
For the free time as daddy used to say, I should speak more with the girls on my IM, I’ve got to many unknown in there, I wander does he thinks I’m flirting with all...ha-ha... well we keep in touch I go in the roaster to sweat a bit and cook myself perfectly everywhere...

Grinding through reallity

Well should I consider myself a photographer or just a simple man with a bit of spicy imagination... but nevermind, I was just walking, today, on the parc and saw different image that could be taken as beautifull picture of a perfect happiness, smiles on their faces, but you know, where is happines has to be sadness to, and on pictures never missed such combination.
But one thing made me be indispossed, the reality is not what we wish, the reality always tries to change our way of life... should we believe the oldest when they say life is like a wound each time you grow she grows with you, and you just have to survive her and not let yourself in her backs...
I did change my look in a way with some reasons, is not really a prostest is just that I’m trying to clear all the words that people around me spread everywhere, if they maked me stupid I’, gonna be one so they can see what they wished for... and I wouldn’t name it a revenge, this is just a simple short time present, hope everybody is glad cause they all helped me get the present!

Fun daydreaming thoughts

Ho ho ho, marry cheese mass… lolls I’m having fun today, suddenly noticed I have discovered new things and new parts that my friends were hiding, or I think I was making them hide those parts, gladly I wish to change in a better one so I can se more. I believe that now I will see all the world with other eyes, well could be a combination of reality with some ideas of mine because I still like fulfilling my wishes so I will try hard to gain all that I lost in my childhood years… especially speaking about music, I adore singing jazz so I will continue to evolve as fast as I can so I can walk through world and spread my happiness through it, and I won’t forget about my friends, I still have to apologise from most of them cause I didn’t saw faster how ruddily I acted so far when they tried to get to know me somehow in their ways, but I have to mention they have weird ways, not using the simple ones and that made me see so late all this “black bubbles” that appears on my mind bath… I wish everybody to have confidence and faith in their needs and dreams, someday or somehow few of them will surely come true and they will be very happy after….

Wandering… people’s life

Hehe… I’m back… this time with some new things because I passed through a new level of my life, or at least, that’s what I think. In the holidays I had this year I saw people who can help me and people who just don’t want to know me because, well, they say I’m crazy). But as some old people said, we can’t change for everybody, I can’t be perfect, but if you want me to change just tell me what’s so wrong at me and I will try change it…
Funny this are just words I’m saying, that’s what you’ll think at first reading, well words mean something words give something and words can even take something from each, isn’t that right?! For the first time in my life I admit that I will stop analysing my activities all day, The blog will be enough, sometimes analysing all the time, makes others to don’t like you or just don’t want more from you, I know examples but I will speak just generally right now.
First thing I liked most at this year, it’s that between high school and ASTRU activities I’ve discovered the Retezat Mountains and a bit of “holiday love” it feels funny it’s so easy to love for a short period of time without being hurt after the time passes and you split up from that person… eh… hope I’m not getting to much in use with that. In the mean time my heart opened old doors trying to reactivate some old feelings, now I’m still thinking, should I follow my heart or just try to refuse her, together with the idea that the person will never want to be with me… neah, I think I’m dreaming right now, but keep in touch, I will come back later with something new, hopefully.