Transilvania Jazz Festival

Omg! They already announced the Transilvania Jazz Festival program and I know nothing... hmmz... the period is 15-19 of october.. The best this ever is that Decebal Badila, Namaste, Oliver Gatto, Emy Dragoi & Teodosi Spassov are coming again to this fest... last year they were great on scene and on the workshops to: X.
At least I hope this year will be more volunteers to help make the fest better, last year we were so lazy, we almost all day drinked tea... or the traditional coffe.
Well, by the program we can say if this year the fest will be cool or not:

Sick-whispering

Pfuaii, what should I talk about... is just that I’m sick of having so many diseases, people keep speaking about swine flu and I keep having nasopharyngitis, this year I think I broke a record on having this disease( 5 times till now), well the doctors shouldn’t be surprised that we are all sick when they cram us with all those antibiotics like cramming us with drugs, wasn’t there a law saying we aren’t allow to drug ourselves, but it seems we are involuntarily drugged...ha-ha... each time I established a plan for the twelve class program I wake up with a disease that disturbs my own rhythm of life and I got to become a mere vegetable.
Oh yes, I forgot to wander if the twelve class started or it’s just a whisper! eh, to be sure about that we miss school because of illness, so that’s how we will see how much we have to recover... just when I’ve started to be in vein for basketball , next will be jazz and I think I will get sick again, but better say „My Goodness!” I’m tired of this, I don’t like being lazy and speaking about boring things, especially that I have to sweat like a pig...lol... and now I’m even bald to, I really can be a pig=))... in the mean time I will start to read this year bibliography, I have to analyse 4 Romans anyway, plus I will have to read to, not only listening to music, doing sport and going to high school... not to mention about cooking!
Otherwise I’m lucky I found some new friends to chat with, indeed without just saying „What’s up?” or „Wha’ou do?” I merely tired of hearing this questions.... they denote a communication deficiency, and it’s an affront for sociable people. Sorry, I’m not saying this because I’m mad on people around me, you know I don’t get easily upset and merely getting those questions as an affront, I’m okay with it.
Now that I’m thinking , here on this tuff chair, I wander where will the Freshmen Ball will be organised this year, remembered about him when I’ve read a spoil about a ball, who knows where will my school get dizzy this year =)).
In the mean time I will do something else, I have to find a sport to be done inside cause for me it’s not enough playing 1 hour of basketball each day, even if I like to barter away the ball.
Awaiting for the photography lessons, I hope to learn well about, I’m still searching for some internet lessons, to vague to learn enough from them… it will be a shame to not pass that exam, I doing photography from so many times, and not having a diploma for it will be bad, I’m still hopping to find a photographer job in the University period, doesn’t matter the small pay I get...
For the free time as daddy used to say, I should speak more with the girls on my IM, I’ve got to many unknown in there, I wander does he thinks I’m flirting with all...ha-ha... well we keep in touch I go in the roaster to sweat a bit and cook myself perfectly everywhere...

Grinding through reallity

Well should I consider myself a photographer or just a simple man with a bit of spicy imagination... but nevermind, I was just walking, today, on the parc and saw different image that could be taken as beautifull picture of a perfect happiness, smiles on their faces, but you know, where is happines has to be sadness to, and on pictures never missed such combination.
But one thing made me be indispossed, the reality is not what we wish, the reality always tries to change our way of life... should we believe the oldest when they say life is like a wound each time you grow she grows with you, and you just have to survive her and not let yourself in her backs...
I did change my look in a way with some reasons, is not really a prostest is just that I’m trying to clear all the words that people around me spread everywhere, if they maked me stupid I’, gonna be one so they can see what they wished for... and I wouldn’t name it a revenge, this is just a simple short time present, hope everybody is glad cause they all helped me get the present!

Fun daydreaming thoughts

Ho ho ho, marry cheese mass… lolls I’m having fun today, suddenly noticed I have discovered new things and new parts that my friends were hiding, or I think I was making them hide those parts, gladly I wish to change in a better one so I can se more. I believe that now I will see all the world with other eyes, well could be a combination of reality with some ideas of mine because I still like fulfilling my wishes so I will try hard to gain all that I lost in my childhood years… especially speaking about music, I adore singing jazz so I will continue to evolve as fast as I can so I can walk through world and spread my happiness through it, and I won’t forget about my friends, I still have to apologise from most of them cause I didn’t saw faster how ruddily I acted so far when they tried to get to know me somehow in their ways, but I have to mention they have weird ways, not using the simple ones and that made me see so late all this “black bubbles” that appears on my mind bath… I wish everybody to have confidence and faith in their needs and dreams, someday or somehow few of them will surely come true and they will be very happy after….

Wandering… people’s life

Hehe… I’m back… this time with some new things because I passed through a new level of my life, or at least, that’s what I think. In the holidays I had this year I saw people who can help me and people who just don’t want to know me because, well, they say I’m crazy). But as some old people said, we can’t change for everybody, I can’t be perfect, but if you want me to change just tell me what’s so wrong at me and I will try change it…
Funny this are just words I’m saying, that’s what you’ll think at first reading, well words mean something words give something and words can even take something from each, isn’t that right?! For the first time in my life I admit that I will stop analysing my activities all day, The blog will be enough, sometimes analysing all the time, makes others to don’t like you or just don’t want more from you, I know examples but I will speak just generally right now.
First thing I liked most at this year, it’s that between high school and ASTRU activities I’ve discovered the Retezat Mountains and a bit of “holiday love” it feels funny it’s so easy to love for a short period of time without being hurt after the time passes and you split up from that person… eh… hope I’m not getting to much in use with that. In the mean time my heart opened old doors trying to reactivate some old feelings, now I’m still thinking, should I follow my heart or just try to refuse her, together with the idea that the person will never want to be with me… neah, I think I’m dreaming right now, but keep in touch, I will come back later with something new, hopefully.

Is Love My Friend?

Interesting… I was walking through my mind and suddenly saw that, I got my own vice that I have to escape. Impressive is that it’s all about love. The question is who am I to love?! I’m just a guy… young by mind and who likes a lot to LOVE.
Haha… funny… I’m obsessed with the word or it’s just a bad point about me?! Not sure but I think I don’t know how to love and to share this love in the way everybody does.
As books say, if you want get to the maximum calm watch how the rain hits the ground and number how many times she hits it, or a simple way if you are depressed just number all the hits that made you cry… lol… I can’t believe I’m my own bad subject, now I know I’m not good at this word “LOVE”.
Parents, what are they to tell us what to do… a question all children put, well they just try to make you not dream like I do, they try to show you that future will get you down if you live through dreams…
I thought till today, I got a very good friend near God…. But seems I only got a dream about how love was and it is not today… I wish I could wake up somehow cause this dream made me feel older, made me see to much evil around…
In the end, I’m going to sit on my knees and beg for a friend, not love cause LOVE HURTS…. I tough that’s all I want but now I’m lost….

Time has past

It's interesting how life passes by with no damage left behind, with low memories about beautiful moments... I should start to believe we are really living in a dream, because what we wish from our heart has a huge possibility to be accomplished...now to get to the real point, my summer started very weird best things happened spontaneous others just passed by as a simple picture of the moment It's funny how friends can help you when you don't need but let you down at the moment when you could fall down and lose your mind, not speaking about the parents... they accidentally become more nervous, the patience and the chi between them is negative, ideas become a fight, but everything it's just in our minds, when summer goes off we forget everything and we become same happy, or partially happy family.. The best thing for me as a young boy, is to be optimistic... as a priest told me: "smile to the evil with forgiveness" good combination and nice effect I tried and passed by through it with a new view upon the world.... I'm waiting my holiday to go on as my heart wishes for... I wait to see those that I believe, they are a part of me soul...